This is an awesome piece of work. You have a lot of talent. I just wanted to say that I really like all your pieces. However, I feel really bad that you are so hard on yourself. I know I can be hard on myself too sometimes...okay all the time. The thing is as corny as it sounds and as much as people idolize good looks and money, that doesn't matter if you have a beautiful heart, which from reading how much you care about how men treat women sounds like you do. No one is physically ugly per-say, actions define a person. Unkind people no matter how handsome/pretty or rich they are will find that someday the people they treat badly like a girlfriend will simply quit putting up with their crap and they will be left with nothing. Kindness is beauty, it shines through.
for some reason i get a simpsons feel from the face, i don't know if it's the skin color or the eyes or just my montiors color is off a bit. You're shading is extraordinary. though n.n
And i know how you feel, i don't find myself especially pleasing to the eye and i've never had a boyfriend and im 29 so i know how that feels. You're not alone my friend. I don't even have a job so you got me there n.n But words are just words i can't tell you how to feel. talking from experience it doesn't work plain and simple.
yeah i guess it's all about how you look at yourself and how society looks at you mostly the latter that determines how one judges themselves, our society is so eff'd up with these barbie doll woman and ken doll figure men that nobody cares about being loved and prefer to be treated like crap. I've seen it with both my sisters AND my brother so I guess that can affect a person to.